
I've been messing and picking at my fingers since I was in 2nd grade. It's not the prettiest thing to look at, but it's a part of me. It's deep seeded and I mess with my fingers sometimes without even realizing I'm peeling away a layer of skin. I've noticed my fingers are noticeably raw after an intense movie or especially before interviews and things of that nature. It's the way I let out stress and I really wish I could find a way to quite destroying my hands. I'll never have those pretty fingertips and french nails. Mine are always going to be gnarled and short. I've come to accept it.