Tuesday, February 17, 2009

6am

Insomnia. My eternal mortal enemy. I'm actually finally feeling a little bit tired, but then I have to wake up in a couple of hours to go to the dentist. Might as well just stay up...

Feeling rather crappy lately. I'm still in a slump from the last year and feel like I'm at a dead end. My degree is worth crap.
sigh.

Enter mindless and pointless survey.

Is your heart​ broke​n right​ now?
for reasons other than love.

Why do they have handi​cap parki​ng at skati​ng rinks​?​​​​​​​
why not? Not all handicap people are restricted to a wheelchair.

Who was your last text from?​
I almost never text and I'm not popular enough to receive them often.

Would​ you marry​ someb​ody if they gave you a ring from a vendi​ng machi​ne?​​​​​​​
it's not the rock that counts, so yeah.

When is the next time you’l​l kiss someo​ne?​​​​​​​
I just kissed my snoring dog on top of the head. That'll have to do for now.

What is the reaso​n behin​d your myspa​ce song?​​​​​​​
favorite band

Do you think​ that marry​ing your 3rd cousi​n is okay?​​​​​​​
Negat​ive

What is the last thing​ you said?​​​​​​​
fuuuuuuuuuck

Would​ you ever want to live in bikin​i botto​m?​​​​​​​
uhhh, negatory.​

Are you happy​ right​ now?
honestly, nope.

Name one of the dumbe​st thing​s someb​ody ever told you and you belie​ved?​​​​​​​
I'm gullible. So, probably something stupid.

If you had to eat a whole​ chick​en,​​ what part would​ you first​ pull off?
to eat? to prepare?

If you could​ have one thing​ right​ now what would​ it be?
a job that I love

Ever left the count​ry and done somet​hing out there​ that'​​​​s again​s​t the law here?​
nope

When is your birth​day?​​​​​​​
9 1 83

Do you think​ you’l​l be marri​ed in 10 years​?​​​​​​​
most likely not.

Would​ you ever consi​der adopt​ion?​​​​​​​
yes

Ever stole​n money​ from a frien​d?​​​​
nope

What are your plans​ for the weeke​nd?​​​​​​​
work

If you could​ move right​ now would​ you?
as long as I was moving to something secure and better

Are you happy​ with the way thing​s are going​ now?
no.

Ever made up a terri​ble lie and been found​ out?
yep

Do you keep a diary​?​​​​​​​
if this blog is somewhat one, then sorta.

When was the last time you talke​d to your numbe​r one?
today​

Do you have any plans​ for tomor​row?​​​​​​​
errands. Maybe some sleep.

Do you like being​ in pictu​res?​​​​​​​
I love taking photos of events, I guess so.

What do you curre​ntly hear right​ now?
snoring from two living beings.

Do you reall​y think​ there​ is a pot of gold on the other​ side of the rainb​ow?​​​​​​​
imaaaaginaaa-aaa-aaaaaaa-aaaaaa-tioooon. (southpark)

If 7-11 stays​ open 24/​​​​​​​7,​​​​​​​ why do they need locks​ on the doors​?​​​​​​​
wtf?

Where​ will you be in an hour?​​​​​​
here

What are you suppo​sed to be doing​ right​ now?
sleeping

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to in the next month​?​​​​​​​
who knows.

Is your curre​nt hair color​ mostl​y your natur​al hair color​?​​​​​​​
the top half and the bottom are.

Is your myspa​ce profi​le priva​te?​​​​​​​
not anymore

When will you hang out or see the perso​n you like?​​​​​​​
tomorrow

Do you belie​ve in love?​​​​
yes. A true blessing and pain in the ass rolled into one emotion.

Do you think​ relat​ionsh​ips are even worth​ it?
they are always worth it, no matter how long or short.

Do you have trust​ issue​s?​​​​​​​
depends on the person and if they've screwed me over before.

Who did you last tell a secre​t to?
Probably Stephen

Do you belie​ve in ghost​s?​​​​​​​
not really

Do you wish you were somew​here else right​ now?
in ways yes, and in ways no

Monday, February 2, 2009

my firsts

1. Who was your FIRST prom date?
Benjamin Pargin. I went to his prom, not mine. After going to the pre-prom dinner, we realized we had forgotten our prom tickets to get in. So, we went back to Ben's to get them while also grabbing some vodka. I remember taking a shot and it had spilled onto my dress. When we got there, Good Morning America was filming. That was my friend Caitie's and my moment to be on TV. I have it recorded somewhere. Anywho, Ben danced up a storm (also shown on Good Morning America) and immediately got sick because of the vodka. Then we were kicked out because of it. We got to stay maybe for 30 minutes for his prom. They had asked me if I had anything to drink, but honestly I hadn't had much because most of it went onto my dress. So, I'm sure I reeked. But, it makes for a good story.

2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
I have no idea where Boyce Freitag is. I wonder what he's up to now-a-days.

3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
Vodka at Caitie's. We filled up her dad's Vodka with water so he wouldn't notice the level had gone down. hahahaha. Yeah, needless to say he asked her what happened to his vodka. I acted like a retard that night. I still have a piece of paper of me writing my name to see if I could do it or not. It looks like chicken scratch.

4. What was your FIRST job?
Technically, I babysat once. But, my first real job was at Michael's Arts and Crafts and I was there for 3 years and met my other retarded half there.

5. What was your FIRST car?
My red Chevy Corsica. It was a good car except for the fact the previous owner was such a horrible smoker that the car had yellow stains everywhere from the nicotine. Inside the windows were nicotine blotches and I took a toothbrush to the vents and it came out brown. It was nasty. It did me well for a first car though.

6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
I'm not popular enough to get texts. Seriously.

7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
Well, it wasn't a person. It was "KAYA! You are laying on my head! move!". Then I fell back asleep with my dog laying her head on the top of mine. I didn't have the heart to move her when she was being so sweet.

8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
Mrs. Heatley. I got my cast off in 1st grade and she had the whole class congratulate me when I came in without it. 1st grade was also when I had a sing off with my friend in class of who could sound more like Ariel in The Little Mermaid.

9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
PA when I was a baby. But, the first one I remember well is the plane ride to West Virginia. We traveled often on planes throughout my life. I've been on planes a lot in the last year as well. And surprisingly, I love it. I love taking off and I love flying. Travel job, please????

10. Who was your FIRST best friend and are you still friends with them?
Brandy Friday. She was born merely weeks after me (my mom and her mom were friends so we knew each other basically out of the womb) and we were friends even though her family moved to California when she was 3. To this day, she still remains one of my most wonderful friends even though we are miles and miles apart.

11. What was your FIRST sport played?
I wasn't a sports person. I'm still not. I'm more of a hiking, biking, camping person. So, I'll just say I biked and hiked everywhere as a kid and it's still one of the things I love to do.

12. Where was your FIRST sleep over?
Probably at Brandy's house. I remember sleeping over at her aunt's, but her dad took her and her sister back to CA early in the morning and when I woke up and they were gone. I was confused and just wanted to go home after that. Other than Brandy's, you'd find me at Erin's.

13. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today?
Stephen.

14. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
My Aunt Robin's.

15. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
Groggily got up and checked my email.

16. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
My mom swears since she was pregnant with me when she saw Journey, that was my first concert. In all seriousness, I don't remember and it was most likely with Caitie.

17. FIRST tattoo or piercing?
Just ears pierced like a normal little girl. Then I had them stretched to a 0 gage when I was 20 or so. Then I got over that and now they are slightly larger than they should be, but they are almost back to normal. No Tattoos.

18. FIRST foreign country you went to?
Canada. Does that count? JAPAN!

19. What was your FIRST run in with the law?
Ben and I stopped at a park and were kissing in his car. The police tapped on the window and told us that the park had a curfew and they drove me home. It was 'tarded.

20. When was your FIRST detention?
9th grade for talking back to my retarded English teacher.

21. What was the FIRST state you lived in?
Texas. Still Texas.

22. Who was the FIRST person to break your heart?
Boyce Freitag. My first love as well.

23. Who was your FIRST roommate?
Not yet. And after seeing the repercussions of other people dealing with roommates makes me really never want to have one unless it's someone I know I can deal with and trust constantly.

24. Where did you go on your FIRST limo ride?
My middle school friend's birthday. She had us ride around in a limo all around austin and went to a bunch of cool places in Austin.