Wednesday, June 26, 2013

more than a year??

I can't believe it's been more than a year since I've written on my blog. It felt alien to revisit it a few days ago. I'm back in Texas again. Looking for work. I finally was able to cut the last thread holding Les in my life. I did it today actually. I have been saying for a while now how much I cannot forgive him, but it never seemed to stick. It seemed like he wanted to ignore it. But, finally it seemed to break through and it felt good to just wipe it off.
He's a disease. A sickness that is camouflaged as a cure. He told me to learn how to take my own advice in some sort of backhanded insult. What he was referring to? I have no idea. The big thing is that I felt in my heart "yeah, yeah, yeah. Keep bringing on the passive aggressive insults and get them over with. I got shit to do."
Goodbye Leslie Praisley. May you never lie to another woman again about being a bisexual male that cheated on your girlfriend with a stranger off of craigslist. The situations you put me in were worse than if it were written for the screen. Goodbye.